Life is not a punishment, not everyone slaughters. This world is a chance for atonement, a chance to love and care for those around us, we alone can make a small light in a world of darkness, even though this world seems to be full of hatred and despair it also has many other qualities. I love my family, my girlfriend, my friends, I love them enough to give my life of atonement in order to save theirs so that they may one day be happy and accept my own sacrifice... I live this life because I know that there is hope, and with every negative energy there is a positive energy, with every wrong a right exists, there is a dominant and a recessive, a yin and a yang to this world and we must live with both... don’t you see? There can’t be eternal happiness and there cannot be eternal despair... that is why I don’t believe in the ideology of a 'perfect Christian/Muslim God' because there is no ultimate force there is both and there cannot be absolute perfection because perfection is the same concept as immortality or in an eternal heaven or hell, it cannot exist because there is not a balance. Take my advice don’t wish death upon yourself death is a natural part of life and a cycle that every creature will go through, there is no need to rush to it. Death will find us all one day and that isn’t a bad thing, but as long as it hasn’t found us yet... let’s lives out this life to the fullest by helping and caring as much as possible for all those around us, our friends, our loves, our family, and even our enemies. Let love of your life out sway the negatives and your life will be worth living.